Meh!

it's just one of those days. one of those days where anything you do, anything you say, anything you hear, anything you feel, anything you see, anything you smell..is just...meh!

i'm just in one of those moods. the long weekend is over. suppose to get rest over long weekends right? me, i don't feel rested at all. i feel tired. sure, why not just hit the sack, go to bed. nah, i don't feel like it. just..meh! whatever.

i need a vacation. Rachel invited me to go to Quebec City with her and some of her friends for a week in August. should i go? but then, i don't know if i can even get that week off work and it's the week right before MCBCSL Tournament and Banquet. hmm..i probably end up making the decision of not going.

i was gonna do some work at home today. but i got lazy. 'cuz i felt..meh!

i get pissed at my sisters so easily now. i have such a short fuse with them. it's just how they talk to ppl and myself. one of my sister is so bossy, it's almost like she doesn't know how to be considerate or ask ppl nicely to do things. kinda impolite. gets on my nerves 'cuz it feels like boot camp or something; a dictatorship.

and another fact is that she always has to be right. we had a discussion on the way home because i brought up the 10-car-police chase i heard about today. so she goes on a rant on why cops would go so far to chase a car down that ran a red light. well i said it's the principle behind it. the cops catch the culprit running the light and turns on the sirens and follows it. the culprit should pull over, right? and if they don't, the cops keeps following it until it stops right? but my sister says that chases should only go so far 'cuz it endangers the lives of innocent ppl. sure i'll give her that. but i argue that the cops only chase because the culprit is resisting the law, breaking it, so it's the cops job to enforce it, not just let it go. if that were the case and the cops had a line they can't cross, then everyone would just run away from the cops until they cross that line.

my other sister just talks down to me, like i'm some piece of garbage that's just living here. she always complains about me not doing anything around the house. sure that may be true, that i don't do enough around the house, but it doesn't mean that you have to give me attitude about it. just the other day, my brother says that it's my turn to take out the garbage, and my sister just goes, "yeah, why don't you do something around the house for a change" in the most demeaning tone you can think of. like what the fuck man, relax. i didn't say i wasn't gonna take it out. i was gonna take the trash out this week anyway! man, sometimes i should just take her mouth out with the trash too. holy shit.

ahhh..."breath in, breath out"

i'm watching RAW and they waste so much air time on the stupid RAW Diva Search. sure some of the girls are hot, but, what a waste of airtime. they have enough Divas on the show anyway.

at least there was some uplifting news. although i have not spoken to her myself, i hear that Maggie seems to be doing well, so that's definately good news. praise God. Maggie, be patient and let everything heal itself. soon enough you'll be as good as new. this event can only make you stronger. :) i will continue to pray for your health and your family's understanding throughout this ordeal. :)

that's all for now, i don't feel like talking. maybe i oughta turn MSN and ICQ off for like a month. ha, good luck lasting even a day b.

i'm outta here, this is depressing.

*sigh* "go to your happy place"