You Were The Chosen One!

yesterday, i saw Star Wars Episode III Revenge of the Sith with Vince and Joel at AMC Winston Churchill. we were originally gonna see the 8.30pm show but then we didn't see much of a lineup anywhere for the 7.45pm show. so while i was lined up to get my free small popcorn, courtesy of MovieWatchers, Vince and Joel went into the 7.45pm show to check out if it was full or not. it wasn't really full, so we decided to watch that show instead.

the movie itself was pretty good. much better than the first two episodes (thank goodness!). Hayden Christiansen played Anakin Skywalker MUCH better in this one. i won't indulge into details in case i spoil the movie for someone. so yes. i'll leave it at that.

so i got home from work today and i got a msg from Easter Seals Canada on the answering machine. they hired 2 ppl for the positions they were looking for, and i wasn't one of the two; however, they did put me at the top of their list should any other positions open up there. so, yeah at least they did that. hopefully they didn't just say that out of courtesy or whatever. they also wished me luck in my studies and future. i guess better luck next time huh..

anyway, so i was at work today for my dad at Boca Rattan. it was pretty slow, the first 10mins i just sat there staring at my computer screen, doing nothing 'cuz..well there was just nothing for me to do! while trying to look busy, i tried to look for that Star Wars song i heard on Mix 99.9FM this morning. no success. i think it was called "Good Morning Star Wars." if anyone finds it, PASS IT ON TO ME! :D

so anyway, the mail finally came and it gave me something to do, gosh, how sad that this would be the highlight of the day. opening envelopes! how fun! then i could get on with the "routine" of that portion of the day. later on, i did delay notices (pretty much things that need to be back ordered) and faxed those to the salesperson and stores. man, faxing takes FOREVER!

after lunch, my dad kept me in his office for a good hour..lecturing me, suggesting a career path for me, tellin' me to take accounting at college after i graduate from university, asking me if i would want to work for Boca Rattan as an Inventory Controller/Manager. i would have to set up the software to monitor the inventory of Rattan Furniture Centre (both branches), and the Boca Outlet Store in Florida. i dunno, it's a huge responsibility. and the only incentive i see from this is security 'cuz it's a family business, and trips to Florida every once in a while.

i dunno, i feel like i can't even open my wings and fly. i feel like i'm being held in captivity. i feel like a droid that's been dispatched to do a mission. i feel like my life path has already been set for me and if i don't follow it, i will be a huge disappointment. i feel as if i can't set my life on the path i want it to go on, i want to be able to enjoy every bit of life. i continually feel like a disappointment or be a disappointment. i want to be free.

anyway, tomorrow's friday. i hope that it will be a fun weekend! :)

May 27: MCBC "Blessed" EM @ 7.30pm
May 28: MCBCSL Registration @ MCBC @ 11am-2pm (go sign up!)
May 28: 4.07pm Minnesota Twins @ Toronto Blue Jays @ Rogers Centre
May 29: softball @ Sonoma Park @ 2pm (come out and PLAY!)