Honestly..This Is Gonna Be A Long One...

ok..honestly, Blogger better work. when i posted my last entry, it took like four tries to get it to get thru. i was getting frustrated! stupid thing! but hopefully it'll cooperate with me this time around. or else!

alright, honestly, today was ok. not the best day, but just ok. like i said earlier, i woke up at 10am so i would go talk to my Holocaust & Film professor. that didn't happen. you can read my previous post for reasonings. i'm not gonna post it again 'cuz honestly, it'd be pointless to repeat it, especially when all you gotta do is scroll down. honestly.

so anyway, the rest of the day. i went back to sleep from 12-2pm. that wasn't the plan. honestly, the plan was just 1hr, but i was too tired to get up, so i went back to sleep. so anyway, woke up at 2pm, made lunch and watched American Idol. more on AI later in the entry. so i dunno what the heck i was doing in between finishing watching AI and Relationship Cell. i can't even remember. geez! oh i think i showered and then ate dinner. it was a small dinner.

then it was Relationship Cell. we talked about..uh..guy and girl things. haha..how vague. ok, we talked about like the things we do for each other. for example, we talked about things like opening the door, pulling chairs out, paying for bills, that kinda stuff. i think for the most part, it was stalemate. at least in my opinion it is, 'cuz girls can either expect it or get offended by it. there's so many different scenarios that there isn't a definate answer. it's all psychology man. then we also talked about girls submitting to the men and such..there were a lot of questions asked today. it was a good discussion.

after the big huge group discussion, we broke off into our male and female groups. talked about our week and stuff like that..the highlight of the week, etc. then broke off into even smaller groups. so i was with just Eric. so we talked about our struggles and stuff. i won't indulge into Eric's stuggles to respect his privacy.

for me, honestly, i dunno what the heck is wrong with me this term. i lack motivation. i lack drive. i lack energy. oh man, this sounds like i'm going through a major depressive episode (something we learned on Wednesday in Sociology of Mental Disorder class). ahh, i hope not. i don't want to be a depressed loser. but anyway, yeah..so we came up with a goal. since i won't be in Waterloo next week, my goal is spanning 2wks. so my goal....i actually don't really remember..Eric suggested that i should restrict my Internet usage to only 2hrs a day, including weekends. i said, "Eric, you're crazy. i could never do that." sad isn't it? so instead of Internet for only 2hrs, it's no Internet for 2hrs straight. i can do that. hehe..so yes..i think i can honestly do that! :P

alright, so after Relationship Cell, i headed off to Dana Porter Library 'cuz i needed an encyclopedia there. so i went with an hr before it closes, it closes at 11pm. i didn't finish looking through it, but i'll go back tomorrow to hopefully finish it off.

i left at 10.45pm to avoid any lineups to leave, so yeah, then i headed off to the trusty confines of DC1350. it's like my favourite place to study because it's quiet and well-lit. ppl are considerate there. although, there was no one there except for the janitor vacuuming the room.

anyway, i was honestly not happy with how the time flew by so fast. i honestly thought the smart thing for me to do to prepare writing this paper was to go through each book's table of contents and write down the chapters that i should read for my research. i had about 6-7 books to work with. it took me a freaking hour to go through all the books, just table of contents. what's up with that?! honestly! i thought that was GAY! or maybe i'm just slow? aiya..if it takes an hr to do that, how long will it take me to actually go THROUGH the books? like..honestly!

so, at 12am, i decide to come back home. 'cuz i was hungry. i haven't ate much today. so i came home, made some instant noodles, and watched another episode of AI. since there's like 3 episodes of it per week..one where the guys perform, and then one where the girls perform, and then the results show. so yeah..

AI..this year, i honestly think that a guy is gonna win it. the guys have so much more talent then the girls this time around. that's just my honest opinion. i think the worst guy in the competition that's still in..is better than half the girls that are still in. i've already got my favourites to win the competition. if a guy wins, it's Anwar Robinson. for the girls, it's Carrie Underwood. she's a hotty, but more importantly, has the best female vocal! ;P honestly! :P

speaking of music..i'm honestly not impressed by my Soundtracks: Music in Film prof this term. he's still a good prof and all, but when he promises to do something and doesn't do it..it's not cool. i still don't know what my mark is for my 1st term test and our next term test is on Monday. he said that he'd post the study guide and marks by Wednesday, lunch time. it's now (technically) Friday. not cool! honestly!

alright, tomorrow i've honestly gotta be really productive. i'm planning on waking up at maybe 10.30am-ish? nah, make that 11-11.30am-ish. eat lunch, watch the AI results show, and then haul my butt to campus for the rest of the day. yes, i said the rest of the day 'cuz honestly, i need to get a lot of work done. so yes. tomorrow is the start of becoming a nerd. a geek. a whatever you want to call it. i need to get work done.

i've got to productive 'cuz honestly, i've got a pretty busy weekend starting up, starting Friday night. Friday night is CCF, guest speaker coming in to talk, Jeff's wheelchair buddy. :D then after CCF who knows what's going on. i want to play Bang again 'cuz it's fun. honestly! :P

then on Saturday morning, we've got a hockey practice at 9am. that might be good for me 'cuz then at least i'll be awake and i can get some more work done from 11am-4pm at least.

Saturday evening starts at 5pm. got a pre-Grad Ball gathering to go to. before i honestly wasn't really looking forward to this night, but not in the sense that i didn't want to go, but more like a "oh no big deal" kinda thing, y'know? like there's no hype. i'm not graduating, but my friends are from my old program. so i'm really happy for them. so i'm just going to celebrate with them, and have some chill time with them. the funny thing is that..they're all girls. HAHAA..i'm no ladies man, honestly! they're all hooked up! honestly! i'm like the only one that's like stag! honestly! haha..so yeah, after Grad Ball, i think we're heading over to someone's place and playing poker..with candy as our currency. apparently they're beginners. :P so it should be an interesting night!

alright, i'm back drinking pop. after not drinking pop since reading week (being honest here!). haha i didn't drink pop 'cuz i had none. until now! MWAHAAHA!! yums!

oh yeah, my pet spider Spidey died. when i got home tonight, he was crumpled into a little ball and didn't move. oh well, into the garbage you go. you lasted almost a week. impressive i must say. honestly, it's impressive. you try going from Sunday to Thursday without food and nothing.

so yeah, here's to a good productive and fun weekend. honestly!

"honest" word count = 23


Honestly Survey

1. Hey honestly, where ya at?: i'm at home, in Waterloo, in my room.

2. Honestly, have you ever failed a subject at school?: yeah..no denying that!

3. Honestly, what's on your mind?: the words of the song that's playing on my winamp at the moment and trying to answer this question.

4. Honestly, who are you chatting online with?: just sylvia..no one else is awake

5. Honestly, what is it that you REALLY should be doing right now?: doing research on my Contemporary Japanese Society paper, or studying for my Soundtracks: Music in Film Term Test

6. Honestly, have you brushed your teeth today?: yeah..i'm gonna brush 'em again when i finish this

7. Honestly, who are your best friends in the world?: i don't know, honest.

8. Honestly, who is the hottest person you know?: that i know know? can't tell you that! you crazy?

9. Honestly, are you a good friend?: i hope so

10. Honestly, do you really think going to school is all that important?: definately. if you no go to school, then you get no job. if you get no job, then you get no money. and if you get no money, you get no BWM 530i!

11. Honestly, what are your dreams about, mostly?: it's all a blur..

12. Honestly, who/what makes you happy most of the time?: socialization

13. Honestly, what are you so sad about right now?: me

14. Honestly, what do you think of the person that sent you this?: found this on Friendster from Maggie..she is a cool chick..although i don't know her very well. good luck and have fun being the new CCF Secretary! ;P

15. Honestly, what song are you listening to right now?: Weezer - Undone (The Sweater Song)

16. Honestly, who do you want to meet at this very moment?: my lover..hahaha..no..uh..my grandfather that i never met.

17.Honestly, where do you like to be kissed?: oo la la! cheek'll do for now. :D

18.Honestly, do you have a deadly disease?: dah heck?

19.Honestly, do you hate someone right now?: not hate, but dislike

20. Honestly, who do you wanna hug right now?: anytime. surprise ones are the best.

21.Honestly, are you bored?: a little, but i shouldn't be.

22.Honestly, who do u wanna slap right now?: the person that i do not hate, but dislike.

23.Honestly, are you in love?: sure..always in love

24.Honestly, do you think someone likes you?: c'mon, who doesn't? HAHA i'm kidding..i have no idea..if i have an admirer..SHOW YOURSELF!

25.Honestly, have you said what u feel for him/her?: who?

26.Honestly, have you ever thought of commiting suicide?: yah..but that's just crazy talk

27.Honestly, what do you think about yourself?: you're a dumbass..sometimes..