Things Are...

...not looking good.

all i've been doing for the last couple days and even posts is complain complain complain. like honestly, is my life that bad? is it that frustrating? why do i have so much anger? why am i so short-tempered? i seem to have patience with so many other things, but why do i not have any for this? none for family. none for work.

*sigh* alright, i have to admit, today work wasn't so bad. but really, i wish i had more interaction. instead of being stuck in a corner for the last week, i've been at the Mississauga store doing inventory and system changes. but i'm stuck in a room. by myself. i'm not gonna go on MSN there, but i do check my email once in a while there. but it's so boring. i zoned out a couple times, so i started to eat my egg tart. it kept me awake for a while, so that was good.

what else can i complain about? i just want to let it all out and get it over with.

ah, computers. well, i've mentioned before that we changed the computer on the main floor and put my dad's computer in his room there instead. the internet wasn't working wasn't working in their room. and i have no idea. i dunno why everyone else is having so many problems with connecting to the internet. i have no problems whatsoever.

anyway, today there was another problem. i couldn't fix it. it was royally pissing me off and it really rubbed off 'cuz i was being an ass to the rest of my family. hey, it happens. if i'm mad, i'm mad. anyway, i kept on getting this ICP/IP is not enabled, blahblahblah..and i'm like..WTF is that?! it's ENABLED MAN!.. anyway, later, my parents fixed it 'cuz i gave up. i couldn't figure it out. apparently the stupid cable was loose. how gay is that..all riled up for that? so gay.

so, another frustrating moment. it involves my oldest sister. she drove me to practice today. thanks. but before i got out of the car, "i said back up so that that guy can get out, oh and wait here so i can tell you whether or not i need a ride or not when practice is over." ok. she has freaking selective hearing. when i got home, she was like, i never heard you say to wait. you said to back up and let that guy out. and she was so firm about it that she was telling me that's all i said. ok, HELLO, i think I WOULD know what i said?

UGH..no one in my family listens to me! i talk, but it's like i'm not even there! i ask questions, and no one ever answers them. then i get mad, and they'll wonder why i'm so angry. so i repeat my question, and they're like you asked that question? like OMG!..STUPID! ARGH!

might as well be freaking invisible. and you wonder why i never talk when you guys are around. what's the point? you won't hear me anyway! i have no opinion. anything i say or do is the wrong way. ruff.

*sigh*..

hopefully i'm done with the negative comments. there's probably more, but it wouldn't be appropriate to write.

so right now, i'm trying to get used to the ergo keyboard again (thanks b.p.). it's kinda weird. but i still like it.

i also watched a whole bunch of trailers on apple.com. you should go check 'em out. link is on the right side bar. there are a lot of good movies coming out that i want to see. some include Roll Bounce, The 40 Year Old Virgin, and Rent. all look fascinating to watch. the trailer to Rent was pretty cool. the song they were singing in it was pretty catchy! (8) five hundred twenty-five thousand six hundred minutes, how do you measure, measure a year (8). hahaha..looks cool. :)

so what else? i think i had a lot more to say that was a little more positive, but now, it just escapes me.

it's gonna be a busy weekend. i hope it's a good one.