Mirror Mirror On The Wall..

...tell me who is the stupidest of them all?

the mirror tells me, "it's YOU."

great. thanks. just what i wanted to hear.

maybe i am being stupid, with this rationalization, or maybe just the mere thoughts that have been crossing my mind lately.

it's something i wish i was never thinking about, but it's there. surfacing. i feel this rage inside of me again, just ready to lash out again. it's like a ticking time bomb, but you don't know when it's gonna explode. freaking mood swings.

i look at my reflection in the mirror & what do i see? i see someone i despise. someone who i'm starting to hate. i see someone who is angry, rather than happy. i see someone who is becoming more impatient rather than patient. i see someone who is more cynical & pessimistic rather than someone who is optimistic.

ugh. wtf.

i wish i can turn off my brain.

Goo Goo Dolls
Slide

Could you whisper in my ear
The things you wanna feel
I'll give you anything
To feel it comin'

Do you wake up on your own
And wonder where you are
You live with all your faults

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

Yeah we're gonna let it slide

Don't you love the life you killed
The priest is on the phone
Your father hit the wall
Your ma disowned you

Don't suppose I'll ever know
What it means to be a man
Something I can't change
I'll live around it

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
Oh May, put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
Oh May, do you wanna get married
Or run away

And I'll do anything you ever
Dreamed to be complete
Little pieces of the nothing that fall
May put your arms around me
What you feel is what you are
And what you are is beautiful
May do you wanna get married
Or run away

I wanna wake up where you are
I won't say anything at all
So why don't you slide


Oasis
Don't Look Back In Anger

Slip inside the eye of your mind
Don't you know you might find
A better place to play
You said that you'd never been
But all the things that you've seen
Will slowly fade away

So I start a revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
You ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

And so Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

Take me to the place where you go
Where nobody knows if it's night or day
But please don't put your life in the hands
Of a Rock 'n' Roll band
Who'll throw it all away

I'm gonna start a revolution from my bed
'Cos you said the brains I had went to my head
Step outside the summertime's in bloom
Stand up beside the fireplace
Take that look from off your face
'Cos you ain't ever gonna burn my heart out

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as she's walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger I heard you say

So Sally can wait, she knows it's too late as we're walking on by
Her soul slides away, but don't look back in anger
Don't look back in anger, I heard you say

At least not today

yeah...at least not today..mang...or ever.