One, Two.

Shipwreck
Starfield

I built a fortress with a hundred thousand faces,
I'll keep it safe with a hundred thousand more.
But these masks are wearing thin, as You draw me in.

I spent my time on the empty and the fleeting.
I spent my life on much less than what I'd dreamed.
But I'm reaching out to You, to make me new.

'Cause I am just a beggar, here at Your door.
I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore.
I come empty-handed, ready to see,
Your life in me changing who I've been,
To who I need to be.

You tell my story as You sift between the pages.
I feel redemption in the space between each turn.
Could You take me in Your arms,
And tell it just once more?
Could You take me in Your arms,
And tell it just once more?

'Cause I am just a beggar, here at Your door.
I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore.
I come empty-handed, ready to see,
Your life in me changing who I've been,
To who I need to be.

'Cause I am just a beggar, here at Your door.
I am just a shipwreck here on Your shore.
I come empty-handed, ready to see,
Your life in me changing who I've been,
To who I need to be.

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Hate The World Today
Starfield

As much as it thrills me
I wanna get off this ride
For gravity holds me
Yet grace calls me to Your side
As much as I trust You
Though I know that hope will come with time
Injustice prevails
And truth lags behind

Looking for beauty
Searching for sense in all the pain
A note of redemption
A break in the clouds to stop the rain
Can You hear me calling?
Have You been listening to my cry?
'Cause I can't carry on
If I don't find out why

'Cause I hate the world today
But I love this life You have given
I hate the world today
But I love You and I need You here

Though stuck in this moment
Everything good still comes from You
As much as I don't know
I'm trusting that you will carry me through
Though thousands are falling
Though comfort and peace are beyond reach
I'll offer my heart
I'll try to believe

'Cause I hate the world today
But I love this life You have given
I hate the world today
But I love You and I need You here

Oh I need You

It's pulling me to pieces
In a fight for my soul
These two worlds are waging war
The falling of humanity
And the truth that although
I can't see with my eyes
I'm still trying to believe

'Cause I hate the world today
But I love this life You have given
I hate the world today
But I love You and I need You here
I hate the world today
But I love this life You have given
I hate the world today
But I love You and I need You here
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It's a real battle.