Insomnia

isn't there a song about insomnia out there? i dunno, it could be my imagination?

i dunno. yeah, i can't sleep. i've been tossing and turning in my bed for well over an hour now. so i just decided to get out of bed. maybe i shouldn't be bloggin', and reading instead, but. meh.

i don't know why i can't get to sleep! why must this always happen? is it school? is it friends? is it relationships? i don't know! too many things on my mind i guess. i have no reason for this! honestly. i can't even pinpoint it really...actually i think i can, but i just rather not say. it's my business, and no one elses. i dunno if i want to deny it tho. *shrugs*... :\

well there was some good news before i headed to bed. my phone is working! yeah, out of the blue it started to work. hey, i'll take it. now i gotta call Bell Repair Services again and tell them to cancel the technician dude. i hope i get a nice person again. so yeah, you guys can expect an email tomorrow maybe..and updated version of my address WITH a phone number. sorry for the email bombing.

1...2...3...4...5...6..7...8...9...10 repeat until i fall asleep.

man this is so gayyyy...maybe i oughta go to sleep earlier on the weekends too. maybe that's what is screwing up my sleep patterns. i'm like TIRED, but i just can't SLEEP!

oh you guys probably noticed by now, but there are like several links on the sidebar of the page. yeah, some friends blogs there, my picture site, sports sites i check out, and some other sites that i thought were neat and informative. so yeah, if you have the time, check 'em out! :)

alright, time for another attempt.

gute nacht!